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"Mourn"-- (PG-13; Sylar/Mohinder)

Title: Mourn
Author: aheartfulofyou
Pairing: Mohinder/Sylar
Rating: PG-13
Words: 242
Setting/Spoilers: 1x23 "How to Stop an Exploding Man"
Notes: For pocketedwocket, who gave me lovely music despite several technical difficulties. Here is angst for you. Thank you!

He wonders, near hysterically, if this is what Sylar feels with the blood all over his hands. Mohinder's hand is pressed into Parkman's chest, the wounds Sylar himself created, and his body is still warm, as is the blood coating Mohinder's hands with stickiness. He has only three thoughts, and none of them delight him--

Sylar could have sent the bullet rocketing into his own chest, or his head, or his leg for mere torture, but he sees it in his mind's eye, instead, clattering to the floor.

The blood is making him lightheaded, and it is remarkably not unpleasant. If he passes out, he thinks it might even be a welcomed high.

And Sylar is dead.

Sylar is dead. His own stomach hurts. He doesn't want to think about the ways Sylar could have stopped the sword from plunging into him, and he particularly doesn't want to think about his own anger-- why didn't he? Why were you not invincible? Why such an anti-climax? It serves you right, you are sick, and how dare you then give us such a pathetic ending, such a human thing to be slumped on the ground, to have suddenly become weak. Why didn't you, why didn't you--

Sylar is dead and Mohinder's scars, bruises, will fade.

Mohinder presses his hand more firmly against the wound, and feels sick. There are tears of exhaustion stinging at his eyes-- exhaustion. It has to be. No more.


( 20 comments — Leave a comment )
May. 27th, 2007 04:26 pm (UTC)
Aw, this is so angsty wonderful. I love Mohinder coming to the realization that Sylar could have done a lot worse to him than he did, and his outrage that Sylar didn't try to stop Hiro. Very well done.
May. 27th, 2007 10:28 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I'm glad you liked the angst! :)
May. 27th, 2007 04:28 pm (UTC)
That's great. Poor Mohinder.
May. 27th, 2007 10:28 pm (UTC)
Glad you liked. :)
May. 27th, 2007 04:33 pm (UTC)
Wow, he's so messed up. Poor Moho.

This was fantastic, you conveyed his messedup feelings so well.
May. 27th, 2007 10:29 pm (UTC)
Heh, yes, poor twisted guy. *Huggles him*.

Thank you so much!
May. 27th, 2007 05:11 pm (UTC)
Aw. <3 Mohinder has closet denial about his undying love for Sylar. <3

There are tears of exhaustion stinging at his eyes my foot, Mohinder.

This was awesome. Short and cute. Much love for this. <3

May. 27th, 2007 10:30 pm (UTC)
Heh, yes. Don't deny it, Mohinder, you're weeping for your twoo wuv! :D

Thank you! ♥
May. 27th, 2007 06:24 pm (UTC)
Dude. Awesome. Sad, but delightfully insightful.
May. 27th, 2007 10:30 pm (UTC)
Thanks so much!
May. 27th, 2007 07:29 pm (UTC)
I LOVE this. So much. His anger at Sylar, his tears of "exhaustion" - so, so wonderful, and I could honestly see Mohinder really reacting this way. This is fantastic. ♥
May. 27th, 2007 10:31 pm (UTC)
Aw, thank you so much! Glad you liked! ♥
May. 27th, 2007 08:13 pm (UTC)
This is amazing.
May. 27th, 2007 10:32 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much. ♥
May. 27th, 2007 09:01 pm (UTC)
Niced tie in to Sylar not killing him in Parasite. I liked it.
May. 27th, 2007 10:32 pm (UTC)
Thanks! :)
May. 28th, 2007 04:22 am (UTC)
Poor Mohinder!
You wrote this quite beautifully, and I liked how you pointed out that Sylar didnt kill Mohinder when he could have.
Yay angst, yay you!
May. 29th, 2007 07:03 pm (UTC)
Aw, yay, thank you! :)
May. 29th, 2007 06:43 pm (UTC)
oh yayes. this is amazing. it makes me want to give you more and more music!

i've added you to my fic journal, but i added you to my regular journal too so i can see your entries through my friends list. i hope you don't mind. the username is undersea.
May. 29th, 2007 07:00 pm (UTC)
Aw, glad you liked it. See, good rewards come with... good music. Or something. :D

And of course I added you back!
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